She was the one waiting for it. I was hoping to postpone it just a little bit longer. She is so eager to be bigger and move on to grander things. I, on the other hand, am trying hard to catch up to her in that respect.
But goodness, watching her enter the room with a smile beaming brightly set my heart on fire. She is ready for grander things.
She's so smart. She's so sassy. She's so independent. She's so creative. She's so brave.
She's going to take on kindergarten full force in the fall.
Watching her graduate was a little harder on my heart than watching her brothers. When she started daycare, where she did the preschool program that she graduated from, she was less than one-year-old. She started on the same day that I did. We started together in the same room.
She's left me way behind. I love where I am, and so does she, but she's ready to break forth. I am not.
It's been such a joy watching my kiddos grow and move through the rooms, finding relationships with not only their peers, but my fellow staff. I have LOVED the four years of having my princess in the building with me. I have loved knowing she's near, just like I did with the boys.
But watching her go? I'm not ready for that. I have a few months to adjust, but I don't know that I will ever really be prepared to enter the daycare doors alone next fall, and not bring her smiling face through the door to see her best friend- the first daycare provider she ever had, whose heart she found a home in, and has loved her, and seen her, almost every single day of her life.
We are in for a big change.
I am so excited for her, though, as she is thrilled to join her big brothers at elementary school. She has big plans and ideas for the days to come, and I love hearing her squeal with excitement as she tells me all about them.
Her graduation program was adorable, of course. She grinned until she couldn't grin naturally anymore, then faked it and sang her heart out. She was beautiful. She enamors me.
She wants to work in a hospital when she grows up. She used to want to be a nurse. I guess it's a little more open ended now.
I stood there, watching her, grinning as huge as she did, with tears in my eyes.
My baby graduated.
They're all growing up so quickly.
